Walking into town with no jacket and listening to emarosa. Loving the night airrr! Really cannae beat the excitement of a night out.. Even if it does happen everyweekend ha. Despite this still in a bit of a bitter mood but nothing that my pals and a few pound jagerbombs canny fix (:
..with my whole alcohol is bad rant. i think over the entire last month everything i’ve done that i didn’t wanna do has been down to the the demon drink. Not exactly blaming it for my daft nature buuut when it comes to going to a certain pub, wanting it or not i always seem to end up there. Take last night for example and the fact that i got chuuucked right out of the outback/the kilted kangaroo. as drunk as i was, i still could speak better then that knuckledragger of a bouncer but anyway as i stood myself stranded and drunk beyond belief in the streets of stirling, Porters seemed like the logical (or illogical..) choice. also when it comes to being drunk, i’ve never really considered myself as a “mess” not atleast till this past month and personally, it doesn’t feel good. i’m not going to lie.. i was drinking to forget but it just seems like everytime i do drink i remember every single little detail. i just want my longhair again and to go back to being this clueless shy kid i was.i honestly have no idea how i got this far putting faith in people who don’t understand me at all or understand the fact that you can’t expect people to help you at your lowest if you won’t do the same for them. Sake.
anyway i think that’s my rant over, nae doubt i’ll have something else to rant about soon enough.
Today we get to make up for the show that we cancelled a couple days ago in Glasgow, Scotland. The show tonight was sold out and the kids were fucking amazing! After the show we decided to change our set list up a little bit to add a little more energy. We all hung out on ADTR’s bus for a while…